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Title: Tokyo Taisho, 1919 - A stroll in Ueno
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8, Arashi, others
Pairings: RyOhkura, Yasuba, Yasu/Maru + others to come
Rating: from PG to NC17. Chapter is PG
Length: chaptered story
Words:
Genre: historical AU, gender-bender, romance, drama, flirting, ust, angst, smut, introspection, hurt/comfort
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt/Summary/Background: Early twenties, Osaka/Tokyo. Ryo gets invited in Tokyo by his longtime childhood friend Jun. There, he'll get to know a whole new world. A long night chat between Ryo and Jun, after the performances at the Okiyama.
Written on: December 2013 - January 2019. Chpt translated as of April 2019.
Previous chapters: -1- -2- -3-
Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW

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Title: Silence

Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura
Rating: PG
Length: one-shot
Words: 2773
Genre: angst, introspection, established relationship, long-distance relationship, social distancing, friendship, ust, breaking up? making up? fluff

Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP. They don't belong to me, but they belong to each other.
Prompt/Summary/Background: where has the relationship between Ryo and Ohkura gone, after having been literally torn apart? After the pandemic and a disease, Ohkura needs to face reality. Inspired by Ryochan’s new songs and RL stuff about Ohkura’s latest months. Beware of angst.

Written on: 8th October 2020.
Also available @ Ao3, DW, LJ

lalois

Title: Tokyo Taisho, 1919
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8, Arashi, others
Pairings: RyOhkura + others to come
Rating: from PG to NC17. Chapter is PG
Length: chaptered story
Words: 3685
Genre: historical AU, gender-bender, romance, drama, flirting, ust, angst, smut, introspection, hurt/comfort
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt/Summary/Background: Early twenties, Osaka/Tokyo. Ryo gets invited in Tokyo by his longtime childhood friend Jun. There, he'll get to know a whole new world. A long night chat between Ryo and Jun, after the performances at the Okiyama.
Written on: December 2013 - January 2019. Chpt translated as of April 2019.
Previous chapters: -1- -2-
Also available @ Ao3, LJ , DW

A smug smile escapes my lips.

"Diva. Obviously," I murmur, nodding.
"What do you mean with 'obviously'?" Ryo asks, narrowing his eyes.
"Obviously... nothing," I do mock him, as cunning as I can.
"Jun...," he sighs, furrowing in that particular way of his that makes him utterly adorable.
"Yes?"
"I am not... interested," my dear friend grumbles low, vaguely embarrassed.

lalois

Title: One day in winter, the Midosuji lights
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura
Rating: NC17
Length: one-shot
Words: 5231
Genre: fluff, ust, slight angst, introspection, hurt/comfort, established relationship
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP. They don't belong to me, but they belong to each other.
Prompt/Summary/Background: ANN 01 December 2018 about winter lights in Osaka/Tokyo/Kobe 8D
Refers to RL various stuff like (beware!) Ohkura’s stalker issue; back then Ohkura (with Yoko) was frequently in Osaka, producing Kanju (Naniwa Danshi)’s concert and Ryo was filming Trace drama.
Written on: 3th December 2018 - 27th December 2019
Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW

"C'mon Tatsu, you don't fool me. All that blabbering about Kobe Luminarie and Tokyo's useless winter lights and you're even pretending you're unaffected?! Or was it just an excuse to hear you flirting with Takahashi-kun as usual?"
>> I was NOT flirting, Ryochan! << Ohkura growls, sounding outraged.

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Title: Tokyo Taisho, 1919
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8, Arashi, others
Pairings: RyOhkura + others to come
Rating: from PG to NC17. Chapter is PG
Length: chaptered story
Words: 1649
Genre: historical AU, gender-bender, romance, drama, flirting, ust, angst, smut, introspection, hurt/comfort
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt/Summary/Background: Early twenties, Osaka/Tokyo. Ryo gets invited in Tokyo by his longtime childhood friend Jun. There, he'll get to know a whole new world.
Written on: December 2013 - January 2019. Chpt translated as of April 2019.
Previous chapters: -1-
Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW

Tokyo is big indeed. It's huge and unrecognizable, nevertheless magnificent.

This city is increasing its speed to mark the pace of the changing environment; while I am here, I can easily determine how the things that happen in Tokyo reverberate like a giant wave on the whole country of Japan. Maybe the farmers outside the city cannot grasp it yet, but it's happening already.

I left Tokyo to go back to my native Osaka, and I do not wonder whether Jun might have never stopped asking himself the reason why.
Tokyo is a living heart, indeed.
It's rather difficult not coming to love Tokyo, and quite deeply, also.

tiethel

Title: Ryo, the Latchkey Boy

Characters: Kanjani8, News, Various other JE boys. Surprise appearance of Tackey and Tsubasa in this chapter (don’t ask, I have no idea)

Main Focus: Ryo

Summary: An unexpected event rips the hearts of Kanjani8 and News members. They are left to attend their wound while looking after one of their own.

(side note: this is NOT a death fic, even though it looks like it.)

Format: Multi-Chapter Story

Warnings: This is set during spring 2010 while News was still a six-member group and *obviously* Subaru was still in the band. Also trigger warning for nervous breakdown I guess?

Enjoy!

NEW CHAPTER HERE

LJ <<>> DW

Earlier chapters:

LiveJournal

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2: Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
Chapter 3 / Chapter 4: Part 1 / Part 2
Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7: Part 1 / Part 2
Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11 /

Chapter 12 / Chapter 13

DreamWidth

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 /

Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 /

Chapter 9 / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11 /

Chapter 12 / chapter 13

Please note that all chapters are going under editing on LJ (currently working on ch8).

DW chapters are not updated yet.

tiethel

Title: Ryo the latchkey boy - chapter 13: Midnight Intervention
Characters: Kanjani8, News, Ryo focused, Ikuta Toma (Cameo in this chapter)
Summary: Something unexpected, and horrible happens to one Nishikido Ryo. Now Kanjani8 and News are forced to deal with it, going through lots of hardships and mending their rocky relationship.
Warnings: This is set sometime around spring of 2010, when Ryo was still part of two groups. Please read with caution if this is sensitive for you.
Authors Note: I am updating this very old fic if anyone is still interested. I also decided to add this fic to dreamwidth just because...
Some characters might not be so correctly portrayed, so beware.

NEW CHAPTER HERE

LJ <<<>>> DW

Earlier chapters:

· LiveJournal

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2: Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
Chapter 3 / Chapter 4: Part 1 / Part 2
Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7: Part 1 / Part 2
Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11 / Chapter 12

· DreamWidth

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 /

Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 /

Chapter 9 / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11 / Chapter 12

lalois

Title: More than just meeting your eyes – part 1
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8 + Kitayama from Kis-my-Ft2
Pairings: Shibutani Subaru/Yasuda Shota with side pairings: Murakami Shingo/Yokoyama Yuu, Nishikido Ryo/Maruyama Ryuhei, Ohkura Tadayoshi/Kitayama Hiromitsu
Rating: NC17 just to be safe, or R+
Length: two-shot
Words: 2833
Genre: AU, slice-of-life, comedy, mystery, introspection, angst, smut
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt: written as a gift for

meikyuu_makeyou (following her prompt) for JE United Exchange 2018/2019.
Summary: Shota’s life is quite busy between lessons at University, his part-time job at a café where he’s supposed to be also wearing female clothes, and the boyfriend he’s utterly in love with. While love and life relationships at the café go on, and his relationship with Subaru also deepens, things get suddenly twisted.
Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW

My life isn't boring at all, you know.
When I don't attend fashion design lessons at university, I work at my part time job, which I came to like quite deeply.
The Infinity café is a lovely place where I enjoy my days with my co-workers. I cross-dress as a cute maid one day, a butler the following, and so does my best friend Ohkura Tadayoshi.

lalois

Title: Perfect
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura
Rating: PG13
Length: one-shot
Words: 1415
Genre: hurt/comfort, angst, introspection, fluff, established relationship
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt & Summary: I wrote this "missing moment" a few days ago, a story of hope and feelings of support. Coincidentally enough, Ryo's jweb of today sadly mentions how "the problem" has not been settled at all yet.
A few other very personal notes, after the story. Partially songfic.
Written on: 19th November 2018
Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW

"Ryoc'n, is that you?" a sleepy voice murmurs softly, not even shifting.
"Who else? You remember sneaking into my room, at least?" Ryo asks, feigning indignation.

lalois

Title: Dealing with it 2 - Man on a mission
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura
Rating: NC17 I guess (warning for skype sex)
Length: one-shot, mini-series
Words: 2611
Genre: hurt/comfort, flirting, smut, introspection, established relationship, long distance relationship, teasing, angst.
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt/Summary/Background: Ryo is in Taiwan for promoting his Hitsuji no Ki Movie where, incidentally, he also announces K8 will be having concerts there. It's the first announcement since Subaru's departure from the group.
Notes: “Dealing with it” is a collection of 3 one-shots, including passage of Eito members in Taiwan. Each one is a stand-alone story.
Written on: April / September 2018
Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW
Previous chapter: 1. Gone

He rolled over the mattress, to check his mobile in his bag.
Not that many messages waiting for him, but all of them were more than important

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Title: Dealing with it (chapter 1) ~ Gone
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura, eitolove
Rating: PG13 for this chapter
Length: one-shot, mini-series
Words: 1973
Genre: hurt/comfort, angst, introspection, established relationship, fluff
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt/Summary: Ryo dealing with his own pain after the press conference announcing Subaru's departure from Kanjani8. Use of RL snippets here and there.
Notes: “Dealing with it” is a collection of 3 one-shots, including passage of Eito members in Taiwan. Each one is a stand-alone story.
Written on: April / September 2018
Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW

Devastated.
He was not ready to feel what he had to feel. What he had to endure.
He wondered if he could ever be, despite all the times he had spent his insomniac nights thinking at... such a possibility. Such a nightmare.
Subaru leaving them all. His mentor, leaving him.

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Title: Hohoemi nagara kimi wo mimamotteru

Author: lalois

Fandom: Kanjani8

Pairings: RyOhkura

Rating: NC17 (nudity, sex)

Length: one-shot

Words: 1699

Genre: hurt/comfort, smut, introspection, established relationship, angst

Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.

Prompt & Summary: a moment together, after dinner. Fears coming up as clothes disappear. Warning for some angst and mention of RL facts.

Written on: 16th May 2018

Also available @ Ao3, LJ, DW

It's somehow different from other moments they've spent together.

It started out with Ryo feeling slightly dizzy from too many beers and not enough food, and Tadayoshi slumping on the couch with a desperate sigh, saying he's eaten too much, as usual.

Ryo pouts. It's no different from any other ordinary day but today he wants it to be. It has to.

He sits cross-legged at Ohkura's feet, who blinks at him unsure at what he's seeing, when Ryo starts fidgeting with the hem of the leg of the drummer's trousers, and his fingers reach his bare heels.

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Title: TORNtainment
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura, mention of Ohkura x Yoshitaka Yuriko
Rating: PG
Length: chaptered
Words: 1675
Genre: romance, angst, slice-of-life
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt: based on real facts happened on 2016 mainly, old and new pieces of Eito summed up together to get a glimpse of the actual relationship/distance (or lack of) between Ryo and Ohkura. Mainly set during the Takoyaki EighterTainment tour.
Summary: is TORN one dead concept? How is Ohkura coping with the whole thing?
Written on: 29th January 2017
Previous chapters: 1 - Sayonara wa itsumo, 2 - Kanashii koi, 3 - no-no-no, 4 - Sorry sorry love, 5 - Back off
Also available on Ao3

It's never been easy, between us.
I probably didn't like him when we first met. He was a cocky little brat.
Quite talented, to be honest, but still way too cocky. And a brat, shorter than me despite his being one year older.
He shined, and hasn't ceased to be a great guy ever since.
While I was silent and pretty invisible, basically to anyone.

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Title: TORNtainment
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura, mention of Ohkura x Yoshitaka Yuriko
Rating: PG-13
Length: chaptered
Words: 1166
Genre: romance, angst, slice-of-life
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt: based on real facts happened on 2016 mainly and set during the Takoyaki EighterTainment tour.
Summary: is TORN one dead concept? They can't make up, but the EighterTainment tour is opening up...
Written on: 29th January 2017
Previous chapters: 1 - Sayonara wa itsumo, 2 - Kanashii koi, 3 - no-no-no, 4 - Sorry sorry love
Also available on Ao3

The Tokyo Dome had welcomed a few more venues for Kanjani8, and Ryo was glad they were over. He felt exhausted, and quite eager he could put some distance between him and Ohkura.

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Title: TORNtainment
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura, mention of Ohkura x Yoshitaka Yuriko
Rating: PG-13
Length: chaptered
Words: 1310
Genre: romance, angst, slice-of-life
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt: based on real facts happened on 2016 mainly, old and new pieces of Eito summed up together to get a glimpse of the actual relationship/distance (or lack of) between Ryo and Ohkura. Mainly set during the Takoyaki EighterTainment tour.
Summary: is TORN one dead concept? They can't make up, but the EighterTainment tour is opening up...
Written on: 13th December 2016
Previous chapters: 1 - Sayonara wa itsumo, 2 - Kanashii koi, 3 - no-no-no
Also available on Ao3

"What's up with the two of you?” Subaru asked right after the Sapporo venue. “This was supposed to be a fucking hot song, but it's not even trying to be sexy to start with! If you need to spend a few hours' time in a bedroom together to get in the mood, just do it!"

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Title: TORNtainment
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura, mention of Ohkura x Yoshitaka Yuriko
Rating: PG-13
Length: chaptered
Words: 948
Genre: romance, angst, slice-of-life
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt: based on real facts happened on 2016 mainly. Mainly set during the Takoyaki EighterTainment tour.
Summary: is TORN one dead concept? Ryo is feeling like he’d like to be more around Ohkura, but the latter is involved with someone else and isn’t interested at all. Then, their annual live tour opens up: can things change?
Written on: 09th December 2016 - 24th January 2017
Previous chapters: 1 - Sayonara wa itsumo, 2 - Kanashii koi
Also available on Ao3

Maybe Ohkura could have been caught off guard one day or another; he always carried the lyrics with him anyway, together with those of the brand new Tokyoholic song he was writing and arranging for the upcoming tour.

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Title: TORNtainment
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura, mention of Ohkura x Yoshitaka Yuriko
Rating: PG-13
Length: chaptered
Words: 905
Genre: romance, angst, slice-of-life
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt: based on real facts happened on 2016 mainly, old and new pieces of Eito summed up together to get a glimpse of the actual relationship/distance (or lack of) between Ryo and Ohkura. Mainly set during the Takoyaki EighterTainment tour.
Summary: is TORN one dead concept? Ryo is feeling like he’d like to be more around Ohkura, but the latter is involved with someone else and isn’t interested at all. Then, their annual live tour opens up: can things change?
Written on: 09th December 2016
Previous chapters: 1 - Sayonara wa itsumo
Also available on Ao3

When he was in bed, waiting for the damn sleep to come, he thought back at those times when Ohkura had so frequent sleepovers at his place before he'd move definitely to Tokyo.

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Title: TORNtainment
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura, mention of Ohkura x Yoshitaka Yuriko, Ryo x Aragaki Yui
Rating: PG-13
Length: chaptered
Words: 975
Genre: romance, angst, slice-of-life
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Prompt: based on real facts happened on 2016 mainly, old and new pieces of Eito summed up together to get a glimpse of the actual relationship/distance (or lack of) between Ryo and Ohkura. Mainly set during the Takoyaki EighterTainment tour.
Summary: is TORN one dead concept? Ryo is feeling like he’d like to be more around Ohkura, but the latter is involved with someone else and isn’t interested at all. Then, their annual live tour opens up: can things change?
Written on: 09th December 2016
Also available on Ao3

The promise had been made quite long time ago, after a particularly sober yet disruptive sex night spent together.
"Never be apart," Ryo had told his lover in a hoarse whisper against his skin.

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Title: Last fragment of me
Author: lalois
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairings: RyOhkura
Rating: R+
Length: one-shot
Words: 5141
Genre: romance, introspection, angst
Warnings: some bad language. Written in 1st person POV.
Disclaimer: sadly I don’t own anything about Kanjani8, just my worship for my OTP.
Summary: Ryo is not willing to give it a try with Ohkura. He's not willing of letting go, either. In between the uncomfortable limbo, Ryo's most uncomfortable truth will come to light.
Written for:

mikinyan for

ryo_short exchange. Thanks a lot to my beta-reader!
Also available on Ao3

I'm done, and said drummer waves me goodbye as I rush to the door.
"See you later then, Ryochan" he calls out.
I spare him my grin and I'm glad I'm off, for he'd easily figure out I'm being terribly fake.

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lalois - Tokyo Taisho, 1919 (chapter 4) - A stroll in Ueno
lalois - One-Shot ~ Silence
lalois - Tokyo Taisho, 1919 (chapter 3) - A story in Asakusa
lalois - One-Shot ~ One day in winter, the Midosuji Lights
lalois - Tokyo Taisho, 1919 (chapter 2) - The Okiyama
tiethel - Ryo The Latchkey Boy Chapter 14
tiethel - Ryo The Latchkey Boy, Chapter 13
lalois - More than just meeting your eyes (chapter 1)
lalois - One-Shot ~ Perfect
lalois - Dealing with it (chapter 2) - Man on a mission
lalois - Dealing with it (chapter 1) - Gone
lalois - One-Shot ~ Hohoemi nagara kimi wo mimamotteru
lalois.livejournal.com - TORNtainment - Monologue (Chapter Six)
lalois.livejournal.com - TORNtainment - Back off (Chapter Five)
lalois.livejournal.com - TORNtainment - Sorry sorry love (Chapter Four)
lalois.livejournal.com - TORNtainment - no-no-no (Chapter Three)
lalois.livejournal.com - TORNtainment - Kanashii Koi (Chapter Two)
lalois.livejournal.com - TORNtainment - Sayonara wa Itsumo (Chapter One)
draco-rattus.livejournal.com - [SERIES] BROKEN DREAMS - CHAPTER 1
lalois.livejournal.com - One-shot ~ Last fragment of me

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Entries tagged with g: angst

Tokyo Taisho, 1919 (chapter 4) - A stroll in Ueno

One-Shot ~ Silence

Tokyo Taisho, 1919 (chapter 3) - A story in Asakusa

One-Shot ~ One day in winter, the Midosuji Lights

Tokyo Taisho, 1919 (chapter 2) - The Okiyama

Ryo The Latchkey Boy Chapter 14

Ryo The Latchkey Boy, Chapter 13

More than just meeting your eyes (chapter 1)

One-Shot ~ Perfect

Dealing with it (chapter 2) - Man on a mission

Dealing with it (chapter 1) - Gone

One-Shot ~ Hohoemi nagara kimi wo mimamotteru

TORNtainment - Monologue (Chapter Six)

TORNtainment - Back off (Chapter Five)

TORNtainment - Sorry sorry love (Chapter Four)

TORNtainment - no-no-no (Chapter Three)

TORNtainment - Kanashii Koi (Chapter Two)

TORNtainment - Sayonara wa Itsumo (Chapter One)

[SERIES] BROKEN DREAMS - CHAPTER 1

One-shot ~ Last fragment of me

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